On Layout Making and Things

It feels frustrating and sad that I feel lazy doing my layout now. I am relying on Mr Google to find the perfect layout for me, but hey, there's none! Of course, because only I can make the perfect layout just for me. But I have not written codes since what.. 5 years ago? That's an awful lot of time. Although I still remember my basic codes and design templates, it's not like before that I can imagine something, and I can execute it on Notepad and voila! My template came alive on my screen.


Wish I can do that again..

Oh man, I miss my gadgets.

And I miss my tremendously huge amount of free time.

Is this how it is to be an adult? You have a lot on your mind, a lot on your post-its, a lot on your e-mails, a lot to do.If that's so, maybe I don't wanna be a grown-up. As if I have a choice.. Maybe that's why I always act so child-like and has this White World to protect me. Now I know what Peter Pan felt.